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Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Everytime i come into this room.
I see that you all are having fun.
Fun that's very similar to the people around me had.
Fun that i know i won't be included.

From that day i was being call upon to take the
position, my heart was a mess.
One part of it was so delighted that it almost could have jumped out of me
and praised God like no tomorrow.
Another part just wanted to reject that offer as it knew it was a cross road
Given by Him.
I am still confused.. I don't what to do now..
To continue in this road of which i have already taken afew steps
or should i walk back to that junction again and just literally head towards the
way which i knew God has laid for me.

I hate being the bad guy.
More so when the people around me in that club literally
don't understand an On Fire Christian's heart.

Should have rejected it in the begining.
I didn't really wanted that position in the first place.
Even prayed that they wouldn't chose me but chose my friends who dearly deserved it.

Would you be able to understand that person if he or she had a christian heart?

Probably you don't...

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