Thursday, March 27, 2008
Its been long since i last blogged..
Since way before exams that's alot of months since the last entry.
Life's been UP and DOWN.
Many things happened like not being able to get into the study path first
and also always having mixed feelings between Clud and Chuche *.
It has been months already and that mixed feelings are still there.
sometimes feeling that "i am part of this family too no matter what i am and
where i am from" and sometimes plagued with the feeling of loneliness and Emotions.
I think i am being childish always having these kind of feelings as i believe these feelings were
developed through a sad past and Godlessness.
Thank the Lord for this phrase of anti-insecurity complex.
"I may be alone but i am definitely not lonely".Even if i am alone on my own in Clud*, i don't mind.. its just gonna be a year and then later on,
only God knows what will happen. In the mean time i should just make the best out of it and to keep in mind that these kinds don't last long. Its only the relationships in Chuche that lasts because we still be able to see each other in haven still.
Life now although has gotten complicated due to the fact that i am juggling 2-4 things at one go. However, it is fun, considering its been like every 0830 - 1800 is work at school and weekends Church. I feel like a working young adult already. *lols*
Life's good. when you make the best out of it with God.
Will Blog again soon and change this skin even though i am running out of ideas. *haha*
5:18 PM