Friday, April 11, 2008
We all Though its just going to go away
or have hope that it is still solvable.
Look at what all our neglecting ignorance have done
We shot down the person who cared for us the most,
made him lose faith in his leadership and has gone tired of
this endless weight that has been increasing on his shoulders
(He ain't Jesus ya know).
Ain't blaming but i know i am at fault too. All of us are.
Our own disputes, differences, misunderstandings have all gone in
to the once "ONE HEART ONE MIND ONE SOUL" family.
Now, its a piece of crap.
Like i said in some of my previous posts(find'em yourself pls!),
i feel that i don't belong.
Well, maybe its because i ain't giving all i've got
due to the stress level that i have coping with my ministries, Studies, Club activities
and my spiritual life.
Maybe, i ain't giving my best shot at not giving up on them no matte how much they
disappoint me
MAYBE..... It's gotta do with me. How i think.
How i always misinterpret everyone's actions and behaviors.
How i always feel when i am on my own within the group.
How emotionally selfish i am!!!!
However, it did taught me something..
I want to Learn more about people. To talk to people
to know more about their inner life. BE THEIR FRIEND.
Heart-to-hearts are times when you know you're about to grow.
Cause it when you know your errors and change for the better.
A process of growing to another level. Be it God or People.
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