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Monday, September 15, 2008

Have you ever felt that you're in cold rain?

Where you try your best to compose a gthering that's got a rare opportunity at hand and also a good way to let your circle of friends to know you better? Having sent out invitations to them with the deadline for response in 4days, hoping that at least there are a few or maybe even 1 or 2 would show interest in coming, having faith that at least they will read that invitation AND at least tell you , with a basic loving courtesy, that they may not be able to make it at least 2-3 days before? And in the end, you find at only at the last minute do most of them tell you that they are unable to, making you feel that they shld have checked their emails earlier.. or even if you received emails from them like fowarded emails. you get the impression that they didn't want to reply until last moment ( basically, you feel that they are trying to find excuses of not wanting to go). Worse yet, some don't even reply you, so you totally don't know whether it is a yes or no,(sure, they don't mind letting you hang in the air leaving you to wonder forever if there ever will be an answer from them). The good thing about all this is at at least 2 showed intrerest, however, due to unforseen circumstances was not able to come.

Won't you feel disappointed?

When you heard in right from their mouths that you and your group of friends are precious to them and yet they can treat you this way? Whereas, when last minute outings comes up and is organised by someone else, they will go for it? Then seeing with that example, you try to do one like that to with that naive faith that they too would come and support you by participating, yet you don't get any?

You feel that you shouldn't be part of this group of people right from the beginning. You feel that you got cheated, you're being lied to. :(

I could have done so much more with God.. but i chose to be with you but i felt cheated in the end.

Sheer Disappointment.

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My God is a mercyful and full of grace.
If He can forgive me no matter how many times i've failed,
Why can't i forgive you too?

9:26 AM